Its been long since i last posted.am a very busy wman now.nyahahaha!busy laa sgtt-.-
Anyway,life's been fun!fun this few weeks with th cmpany of awesome family of mine,gerek friend and workmates of mine and my 'new friend'.nyahahaha!its been hectic fr a fw mnths.we,as a human can never run away frm heart break.same goes to me,th rshp i thot that can last till marriage.well,it just prove me wrong.it ended like 2 to 3 wiks ago.ended fr real okay tuan tuan dan puan puan!hehehe!th cause of our break up is bcuz our personality clash and it kept us quarrelling every sgl time.i mean,till when shud we quarrell whn we cud spend th time loving each other?yes,you are a gud boyfriend,but this rshp gets us nowhere.syairah asked me 'are you sad that you broke up?'literally why syairah ask that coz i looked perfectly fine,come to work as per nrmal,still laughing,sing loudly in th store.syairah said i looked perfectly fine,just like a crazy bitch,when i shud be crying.well,i did cry fr th first week but thanks to my family,friends and my 'new friend',i manage to smile and laugh all ovr again.i felt freedom.i can no longer be th pillar of this rshp.im happy with my sgl life nw((:
Perfectly happy((:
Th one yr i spent with you is awesome but heyy,we are still younggg!!(:
Enjoy ure sglhood,ure life and take it positively(:
Its nt th end of th world!(:

Whats mre i can ask for when what i hav now is alrdy enuf.i felt blessed with having an understanding family,awesome friends and workmates and someone that really cared a lot abt me<3

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Helu heluu heluuu!
Im back from hong kong.
Blog have been abandoned for a very long timee=((
Aniwayy,im here to tell boyfriend how much i love him!<3
Im soo sad that things was very horrible for us days before i have to leave singapore.
Thank allah that it's alrite,one wik before i went to hong kong.The whole of the one wiki i spent time with boyfriend,i become his radio that cant be off and make sure he won't feel neglected due to my non stop meeting.I just wana tel boyfriend how much i love him for being the awesome boyfriend for me and i hate it when we are far apart.
Thanks boyfriend,thanks for telling me everyday what you're doing,every sgl thing.You make me feel secure even when im not by your side for 3 days straight and not being able to sms and col you every single time='(
You never fail to show me how much i mean to you and that make me love you more<3
You understand my situation when i cant col you that early when im at hk.You waited for my call and even vowed not to sleep until i call you.You even surprised me on the day of my departure.I read all the daily routine you did when im not around,i cant say it here coz ony we both know ritee=))hehehehe!!cute giler pleaseee!I know i make you worry when i didnt pick up your call for 29 times.I was sooo hapiee when you reacted that way coz you so worie..Thanks sayangg and im soo soriee..Remember our promise?i will live up to my promise forever.=))I was soo hapie ystd that i can stay by your side for the whole night and its such a memorable dayy of our 2nd monthsary and also we both share heart to heart of what we feel=))..I sure do love you alot<3..Happy 2nd monthsary sayang<3

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Hey,
i read your blog.I know how you feel..
It hurts me to finally read what you felt towards us.Yes i still love you like before.
And will always do,forever.You used to update my twitter on my behalf.But now,it seems
dead=(.Its hard,hard to please both side.
Sometimes i don't know,don't know what i should do.Yes,i wish too we are close like
before because no one can ever replace you=(
Not even my previous best friend that eventually ditch me because of some girl='(
You was still there for me,cheering me up and make me label you as my bestfriend=(
It's not that i don't want to be comforted by you during my trouble times,the first to know everything.Because to tell you the truth,when i gt problem nw,no one will be the first to know everything,not even my guy.It's me,i keep it to myself.Because i know you still troubled by pinoy,i wouldnt want to add more to your problem=(.All i need is for you to be by my side always.Yes,im taken,but still no one can replace you and love and care for me like how you do baby='(.It's not just you thinking abt us all this while,me too.I've been thinking like one mad woman that right now i want you to be the one that wipe my tears away while typing this and to be the one that assure me that we will be like before coz i seriously miss you='(
I promise you after you read this,you wun feel neglected or anything,you will be the first to know anything,even things like i want to go and shit k=)
I still sayang you the same too=(..NO,don't ever let the feeling go coz that's what i felt too=(..Im too attached to youu,till i keep thinking about you now=(
Dgr lagu terlalu cinta k by rossa,its for you<3.
Text me after you read this k..='(
Im being such a cry baby='(..Nk huggg from youu,i miss you alreadyy=((

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Im back after MIA for quite sometime=))
Dragging myself to camp on fridayy..Certainly its not a nice one when something unpleasant happen early in the afternoon right after lunch!=(
After which,receive text from love and awesome classmate of mine!=))
You know how great it is when you're away for just one day but still you're inside their mind=))I just love you guys like damn a lot please!=)
Love call me and we on the phone while i'm waiting for the others to bath.Me and putri plan to ton.So i told my plan to love.He wanted to come down to cck just to meet me.Literally i thought he was just joking because we miss each other..But without i knowing,he really came down to cck just to find me and ton with me and our friends!=))All his text for that friday was really a heartfelt one..=))So,me and putri wait till lights off then we sneak out like some kind of thief..But not to forget,mimi joined us=))
Met up with love and anib at the playground infront of anib house..It was such a sweet night.Love say 'ton is never for me coz i can't stay awake for long hours'.Which is true!hahaha!=))All we do is talk crap all through the night with mimi,putri and anib.Love was being such a suwit babyyy!!=))He was sick,having fever,yet he came to cck='(..I swear im soo moved by him..After we talk talk,one by one start to sleep at the playground.Which i happen to be one of them.hahaha!I slept for 5 mins with love jacket covering my face.Putri told me she wanted to wake me up then love say 'don't disturb her sleeping'.How sweet is that!!And then mimi told me 'Sanggop eh mataer kau turon sini stakat nk tman kau'..I was really damn happy because i got such an amazing and wonderful Boyfriend ever that sacrifice a lot for me!=))..IloveyouBIEEE!I really do,i will stay faithful to you like how you are towards me<3

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Haluu haluu!!
Okay,better stop it,ltr annoying like love..hahaha!=))
Well,this is carebear,my love,my darlink,my everitink but most importantly,the most annoying boyfriend ever!<3
Hahaha!=))
Soo the picture above is the celebration of his bdae which happen to be on 21st mayy=))
Actually things didnt go smoothly for us but we manage to sort out on friday..Met up with this cuteeee and then i had to lie to him abt huda and ichak..LOL!and i know my story doesnt sound logic enuf but he believe it-.-.wad to do,im born to be a gud liar..NYEHEHEHEHE!jokin2!Hehehe!=))
Soo midnite,i wish him happy bdae thru sms and fb and he was damn hapie coz he gt his ipod touch which he been wanting for soo longg!!=D..Im soo hapie for himm!!
Sooo,the next day,waited for him to end work and meet up with pinoy and baby secretlyy to surprise him with the cake.Things didnt go as plan at first,but yahh,it did like finally=))yeahh!!=D
Soooo yahh,he was surprisee and hee was damn hapie for the whole dayy which im v.v.v.hapie to see him happy..After which,we head down to tamp to watch movie titled THOR!=))
I just hope carebear loves ittt and i have done my job to make hys bdae dys yr a memorable one!=))
Happy bdae bieee,iloveyou<3

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will upload the photo soon.the picture file so big!
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Carebearr!<3
Well,anione dats close to me will know whats up with the date=)
I promise myself to be faithful to you,tell you every single thing because even small thing can make us quarrel like mad couple k.padahal tk perlu tau.because of the incident im scared to kip any single thing from you.i hope the same from you,dun ever kip any single thing from me.All the trust i have on you from the first time i knw you till now,it still dere..Just so you know i love you<3..it's still going on strong,i assure you dat=))its too personal to type more=))
gt to study nw!miss babyyy cnt wait to mit her!
=))

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Well,today post is about the awesome girl above!<3
She never fail to be dere for me when im down!Dats wad make me love her!<3
She never fail to make me feel that im important to herr..sumtimes i dun knw hw to express to her how much i love her.how much im so grateful to have a bestfriend in the heart like her.I love her more than others.I do hurt her unintentionally wit one freaking word but i try to make it up to her.coz all i know is idw to lose her even for a second..im soo loving herr..people say,its hard to find bestfriend in ite.i disagree with it,i found mine and it will owaes be.Be it now or later,i wun let anyone destroy this friendship of mine..oh!im sooo in love with herrr!!ILOVEYOUUU!!<3..2mro she's in for surprisee!!=))
Wait,2mroo??!!ADER TESTT!!stress gilerr pleasee!!

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